Forest~Joyce

LOL, ok i know the picture is not relevent to the title but i just feel like showing my dear mushroom.Hahax!!Very cute right?Hahax!!I am mad about mushrooms these days.LOL!!

So, the hols have ended and it's back to school again...Well, i think i got monday blues today...Din really feel good today...Somemore today got back the grades for the first ica for script writing...Din really got a good grade...I was expecting better...And of course i am very disappointed...
Haiz, a lot of projects to do...And also alot of deadlines to meet...I hate all these projects lor...They are coming one after another...Like never ending like that...Never mind...I just have to tolerate for two more months and then it will be the long hols!!I shall await september!!!
Well, so the filming for mr azhar's ica2 is tmr...Let's hope that everything will go smooth tmr...I dun want anything to happen like what happened during the filming for ica1...Especially this time we will be out of the campus...
Well, i guess that this will be a very busy week...Hope that nothing will go wrong...

I knew this would happen...It will never stop...Again and again...I fell into the darkness...Maybe i never did get out of the darkness...Maybe it's just my illusion that i was in the 'light'.

Over the years, i came to realised a fact...I am born to suffer.From the very moment where the presence of my life is detected, i am destined to have an ill-fated life.

Seriously, the numerous times i tried to end my sufferings was meaningless.I admit it, i am nothing but a coward...I never dared to use enough strength...I never dared to just jump...I always gave myself time for someone to pull me away...

I tried to forget everything and tried to lead a normal life outside there...I acted like nothing has ever happened on the outside...As time goes by, it seem that i am leading 2 different lives...Although both are not the real me...

She is lost and can never be found ever again...From the day she found out that she's nothing but a tool...A tool that a woman used to try to make her man stay...A tool that failed it's purpose...Nothing but a useless tool...A life that should not exist at all...Her heart is cold when she realised this fact...She decided to escape as far as possible and she succeeded, living me in the darkness... I missed her...The pure-hearted little girl with the vibrant smile...

I wished to join her but i have to lived on...I will never to silly things to hurt myself again.I am going to live a life here and prove them wrong...Or maybe i should say, all i wanted is revenge...

Went to KBOX today finally!!!Cured my crave finally..Haha!!!But then the price went up cause we have to pay one dollar copyright fees...Went with LX and Weimun...I realised only today that LX sings really well.We had loads of fun singing...Then we went to J8 to walk walk...Went arcade to play...Then went swensens to eat the ice cream which is really very nice.Then after that we went to the UK funfair which opens at 6pm. We looked around and decided to try the tristar ride which cost 5 dollars which is one of the cheapest ride in the fair.The ride makes us very giddy and we felt unsafe through the whole ride.Then after that is home sweet home...

Argh!!!Wanted to watched NANA2 very much...Supposed to be showing in cinemas from today...But i search through all the sites of the various cinemas but can't find the showing times for NANA2!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Almost half the class went to play pool today.It's like MJ,Teddy,Ming hui,YanYan,Yuen Mun,Syafifi,Anah,Nissa,Sean,Wen Min,Jennifer, Liana and me. Some of them came quite late though.It's like every one is so pro except for me and ming hui...Then the first game we played, i like never got a single ball in lor...HAHAX!!!But soon, i got the hang of it and become better.Hahax!!!Got this one game where i got 2 balls in continuosly lor...Haha, but is tyco de...Pool is really very addictive lor...Haha...Now i know why syafifi wanted to play pool so much...
Then after we played pool, MJ,Teddy,YanYan,Mun Mun, Ming Hui,Syafifi and Anah went watch movie at The Cathy...The rest of us went home...Actually i would love to join them but i am broke...Dear YanYan even offered to lend me money first...But even i have the money i still can't go...Cause my mum won't allow de lor...True enough, when i just reached Khatib station, she called and scold me for being out so late when it is like only 6pm++ and i already told her that i will be going out with my classmates after sch... Haiz...Nvm, there's always next time...

Anyways, hols has arrived...HAHAX!!!I love the hols!!!! I can sleep the whole 2 weeks away but of course i won't waste it like that la...I must go cure my crave for singing and go KBOX next week with my dear friends!!!!

MS0702 ROCKS MY LIFE!!!

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wonder who the person who invented deadlines!!!!!I hate deadlines!!!!!!
I am currently rushing out Ms Soo's 620 ICA 1.....We have all the information but need to shrink it to a maximum of 7 pages...The problem is, we have too much info on the first part and to little of the last part...The middle part is ok la....But each part is 20 marks!!!!!!!So we have to cut the first part and add more points to the last part!!!!!Well, but i guess too much info is better than not enough info....Anyways, after tomorrow, it's the hols!!!!!!!
I shall endure!

I can't believe i am mugging for a marketing test worth like dunno 10% or 15%!!!Yup, i know 10 to 15% is actually quite alot but i am the super slacker who dun really study in the past even for major exams excluding 'o' levels la...I did studied like hell for 'o's...
I am the freaking lazy bum who sleeps in half of my classes in secondary sch days...The lazy person who does not do homework(not all the time) except early in the morning or i'll just copy from someone...Not all subjects la, for certain subjects like chinese, i lent my work to others to copy...LOL...
Well, maybe its due to these reasons that i fared badly for my prelims, motivating me to slave for the 'o's and i managed a passable L1R5...And i think it also motivates me to work hard in my poly life...Hence i am now slaving off my marketing notes...Haiz...This is life...

Currently taking a break from my marketing notes and drinking coconut juice...LOL!!!

Met up with Von and SB on Saturday at causeway.It been months since i last seen Von.I was very surprised when i saw her.She was very tanned and she slimmed down alot especially her face.We went to the food court to accompany Von to eat lunch since she had not eaten yet then we just walked around and do some window shopping.
All along, we were talking about how our life is now at our respective schools.It's like we no longer share the same life like that...We are now all leading different lives...I miss those times where we are in the same school,creating memories that belong to us, memories that we shared...But no matter what, i believe that our friendship will last a lifetime...

To all my friends out there, i just want to say that i love you people and you have added colours to my life. Friends ROX!!!

LOL, guess what record i have broke??I think none of you could have guess cause no one knew about it.HAHA!!!


Well, i broke my record of holding my breath under water for 63 seconds.Now, my record is 85 seconds.LOL!!!HAHA!!!I know i very pro.LOL


Was doing our research paper project in the library today.We din to much actually la, cause not in the mood.LOL.Also because we are distracted.Cause Ida's litte cousin was with us and we were busy entertaining her.She very cute though. Also because Beatrice has to go early, then i feel very sleepy...HAHA...So we just take down all the websites that we think have the info that we need...Going to do it tmr, cause i don't want be fourth-wheeler!!!HAHA!!!


Then at around 4pm plus, Ida got to go and i went to sit around with Ming Hui and Haikal...We just slack around...Then Haikal went to collect his ez-link then me and Ming Hui took his MacBook and camwhore with his photo booth.LOL!!!We took quite alot of pictures and some of them turned out quite well...