Forest~Joyce

So today is febuary 29th.
Which only happens once in four years.
It's indeed a special day but in actual fact this day is kind off make-up.
In fact, every year consists of 365 and a quarter day.
Hence to make things easy, they just add that quarter together every four years and hence the existence of febuary 29th.

Well, went out with SB and BY today. Went to Novena and just hang out. Seem like JC life is really quite boring from what i hear from the two of them. Hahax! Luckily i went to poly instead.

You know, it's really nice hanging out with a few close friends. You can just find a really nice place and then sit there for the whole day to just talk about everything under the sun. It's really a nice feeling. XD

Haha, shall blog till here today.
Ciao!

I seriously hate my family.
It's freaking not like a family at all.
It's just a few people who hate each other living together.
The only thing that is in common is the stupid blood relations...
I would gladly donate all my blood away in exchange for ant other bloods.
I hate this dirty blood flowing in my veins right now.

People normally said that if given a choice, every baby would want to be borned. I disagree...
If i knew what kind of mess i am to be facing, i would rather die in my mum's womb or get aborted.

I bet that in other families, no matter how bad the situation is, it can't be worse then mine.

If those myths about past lives and recarnations is true...
I seriously wonder what have i done in my past ife to deserve all this torture...
What have i done to be borned into a family like mine...

Maybe it might not be even considered as a family at all...

There's a chinese saying which is '家永远是我们的避风港' which i totally don't believe in.
In my case,‘ 家是所有暴风雨的开始’.

I can't remember how many times i have cried over family problems or things that happened in the family. It's just too many times.
I can hardly remember the times when i am actually happy at home... Maybe i am never happy at home...

To me, home is just like a cage to me...
Everytime i stand at my house gate, looking at my neighbours birds in their cages, i somehow can relate to them...
We are all longing for freedom...

Just a few more years...
When i am able to be really independent...
I will start to rebel...
Don't expect me to sit at one corner and cry anymore...
I will not let anyone accuse me of anything that i have never done before anymore.
I will make them regret...
I will have my revenge...
Regardless of the price...
I have nothing to lose...

I don't understand why but ever since the exams ended and the holidays started, i kind of dunno what to do... It's like there's nothing for me to do...
Haiz...
Kind of have this empty feeling...
Life is just so boring...
Maybe i should go and find a job...
But then i lazy lei...
Haha...
Not i dun want to work, but is i lazy to find.
Haha...

I wanted to continue with my stories but it seem that my inspirations has gone on holidays like me too.
Hahax!!
Where are you my inspirations???????
Come back!!!
LOL!!!

I am being super lame now...
Cause i am super bored now...
LOL!!!

~I am living a black and white life... Someone please add some colours to my life! I am tired of a boring life...~

Yipee!!!!!!!!!
Exams are officially over yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cheers!!!!!!!!!
Hurray!!!!!!!!!
And it's the holidays now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, overall, i think that i done quite ok for the exams except for MFM and PSM....
I actually did not manage to finish MFM because of the lack of time...I knew how to do that question but then i spent too much on calculations then left no time to do theory... *Bang wall*
PSM i think is quite difficult though, but luckily the questions are set in a way that you still be able to crap your way through and score some marks.
For MBSN and PMM, i think i did quite ok...The questions are quite straight forward except in PMM.But still, i still guess right that PR came out.Haha!!!

Don't talk about exams le!!! It's all over!!!!!
I shall enjoy the holidays!!!!!

One more thing, congratulations to singapore for being able to host the youth olympics in 2010!!!

What Lim Hui Ling Joyce Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

This is quite accurate. You can try it. XD

Well, firstly, a very happy valentine's to everyone out there wheter you are attached or not.

I still remembered the valentine's day in anderson. It's also know as friendship day for those singles. We will go around giving chocolates to friends and some lucky ones will get roses by whoever. I remembered that i received a flower last valentine's but not from a guy. LOL. It's from one of my female classmate who's so sweet to give me the flower. I was giving out m&m's and rocher that day. It's like so hetic, ppl were running from classroom to classroom to give gifts.

Ah, those nice memories...

Who said that you must have a bf to celebrate valentine's? You can always have loads of funs with your friends too!!!

Haiz, it's already thursday and i am supposed to be mugging for exams next week... But then, i have not started yet... Can you believe this!!!
But then, this is the way i am like... I cannot study too early before a test or exams cause i will forget what i studied very quickly... I will only remember if it's fresh in my mind... Like maybe two days before or maybe even one day before. Blame it on my short term memory... Nah, actually i just don't have the urge to study early before the exams... I am those kind of last minute person but then most importantly, i still acheived results and get things done.

Shall end here...

I should start revising tmr... Only three days left...

Time really flies huh....
CNY is coming real soon.
Haha, is collecting red packets time!!!
LOL!!

Well, today is technically the last day of sch...
But then still have to go back for exams...
So it's not really the last day...
Haha!!
Got back ICA1 grades for PMM today.
I just make it for an A!!! So happy!!!
Haha, but then have to work real hard for the exams if i really want an A for this module.
Got back ICA2 grades for MBSN too.
A B+, not bad la... Considered that no one else got A...

Hmm, going to be year 2 soon le...
I felt kind of weird though...
It's like all my frens at JC are already in their second year while i am still in first year of poly... By the time they graduate from JC, i will still be in second year of poly. And when i graduate and goes into the working society, they will be in university...
It's really weird...
It's like we are all leading different lives now...
Yet, there is once where we all lead the same lives...
Nevertheless, our friendship still stay strong.
That's most important.
XD

Going off now... I think i will update after CNY ba...
So i shall wish everyone a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Been having coughs these days...
Now flu also come and find me...
Along with headaches...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate being sick...
I am so not myself whenever i am sick...
I don't have the energy to do anything...
I can't even bring myself to laugh when watching a comedy...
I seriously hate being sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, i shall stop talking about my sickness.

I have been recording the amount of money i spents and i realised that in the month of january, i actually spent nearly $200!!!!
I was like what did i spend it on?
I check my records and realise more then half the money were spent on food.
I can't believe that i actually spent so much on food in just a month...
$200...How long do i need to take to save this amount.
I mean if i don't eat outside at all and don't spent any money i can save like at least $150 per month la...
Imagine how much will i save in a year then...
But then, it's impossible to like not eat and spent money right...
Haiz...

~I hate being sick~